Name: Laura
Gender: Female
Age: 30
Who is Laura?
Laura lives with her four children in Melbourne, Australia. She is thinking of joining the military but was not working at the time of her interview. She describes her ethnic background as ‘Australian’: like both of her parents, Laura was born in Australia. She acquired hepatitis C after sharing injecting equipment with a previous partner. As Laura explains, she is ‘going to have to hold off [on treatment] until [she] is in that right kind of headspace’.
Brief Outline:
Laura decided to get tested for hepatitis C in the middle of 2020, because she had shared injecting equipment with a previous partner who had the virus. The positive diagnosis wasn’t a surprise to her as it confirmed what she already thought. She hasn’t had treatment yet, because she is concerned about potential side effects, especially depression. While she recently learnt about the new treatment without the side effects that worry her, she is still waiting for the right time to start.
She recalls being especially motivated to have these tests because she knew that her partner had hepatitis C and, towards the end of their relationship, they had shared injecting equipment: ‘I want[ed] to get tested, because I knew for a fact that he has [hep C] and he would inject himself and then inject me, so there [was] a strong possibility that I’d have it [too].’ She says that her positive diagnosis confirmed what she already thought.
Laura remembers she had a very strong reaction to her diagnosis as it indicated that her previous partner didn’t show enough care for her when they were together. ‘So this is my reaction [to the diagnosis]: ‘Fucking dog, I knew it.’ That was my reaction […] It goes to show how much he actually loved me when, you know, he started doing [injecting] himself and then doing [injecting] me.’
Given she doesn’t take drugs now, Laura says that she’s not too ‘worried about passing [hep C] onto anyone else’. However, as she explains, she is careful with her blood in other contexts, especially in relation to her children: ‘When I’m cooking dinner, I make sure I clean up my blood, or if I get it on the food, it goes straight in the bin. So, I am sort of worried, but I know [hep C is only passed on through] blood-to-blood contact. But you know what kids are like, they hurt themselves, and sometimes they cut themselves and [blood and hep C] can go into the body.’
Laura explains she hasn’t had treatment for her hepatitis C yet because she’s worried about the potential side effects of treatment and their impact on her parenting: ‘I heard that it can send you into a really deep depression, and I’m not in that really good headspace right now […] I don’t want my kids taken [away from me] because I’m that depressed that I can’t clean my house.’
Laura had very recently heard about the new treatments that don’t cause the side effects that she says worry her. She explains that even though she has been told that the new treatment doesn’t have the same risks, she is still worried about the ‘deep depression’ often connected to the older, interferon-based treatment. As a result, Laura still wants to wait for the right time to have treatment. ‘I’m going to have to hold off until I’m in that right kind of headspace.’
Laura (F, 30, no treatment experience) explains that she is careful with her blood at home and takes precautions to make sure her children don’t come into contact with it.
I’m not worried about passing it on to anyone else, but when I do cut myself, like, when I’m cooking dinner, I make sure I clean up my blood, or if I get it on the food, it goes straight in the bin. So, I am sort of worried [about it]. I know it’s [acquired through] blood-to-blood contact, but you know what kids are like, they hurt themselves and sometimes they cut themselves and [blood] can go into the body.
Laura (F, 30, no treatment experience) recounts concerns about side effects associated with the old interferon-based treatment and explains that they’re one of the reasons she hasn’t had treatment yet.
Straight away I’m like, ‘But I heard that it can send you into a really deep depression, and I’m not in that really good headspace right now’ […] Exactly the first thought that came into my head was that […] Like, at one point, [treatment is] going to help me heal, but at the same point, I don’t want to, you know, put my kids through that and I don’t want to … you know, I don’t want my kids taken [away from me] because I’m that depressed that I can’t clean my house […] I didn’t even know there was a new treatment until you [the interviewer] mentioned it […] Yeah, it’s all confusing.
Laura (F, 30, no treatment experience) explains that concern about the side effects is one of the reasons she hasn’t had treatment yet.
Straight away I’m like, ‘But I heard that it can send you into a really deep depression, and I’m not in that really good headspace right now’ […] Exactly the first thought that came into my head was that […] Like, at one point, [treatment is] going to help me heal, but at the same point, I don’t want to, you know, put my kids through that and I don’t want to … you know, I don’t want my kids taken [away from me] because I’m that depressed that I can’t clean my house […] I didn’t even know there was a new treatment until you [the interviewer] mentioned it […] Yeah, it’s all confusing.